The Stiff Upper Lip gasket had burst

The tiniest trigger burst my emotional bubble & I have been seeping all day. Inappropriate leaking and dripping eyeballs of tears. All well and good if you are in a intimate space, but I was at work dealing with a constant flow of questions & involvements. Mearly an indication that my peak is maxed and there is an need for an emotional exaust. the stiff lip gasket has burst so regardless of the circumstances it was time to cry.

Since i read Harry Potter and his use of an invisibility cloak I have used that principal of mind over matter to step into difficult spaces. Especially now that I am alone. My approach to today was -my eyeballs may be crying, but I am working. So let them get on with it & I'll get on with what i have to do. A good lesson in the dawning of the age of menopause.. HOw am I ever going to meet a man when I am already batty & about to get hyped in unrealistic unreasonable way. But then the universe has its own remarkable response. To that & every other impossible thing that challenges it daily.